February 2012
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Foster The People / Ruby
You’ve got time to...
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Senior Blues
Last night, I went to bed with the hopes of waking up to my regular life. After painfully doing thesis and org work simulatenously in the past three weeks, I was convinced all is well after the projects and drafts are over.
But it’s not what I hope the morning would turn out. I think I may have lost my regular life completely.
I’ve been so preoccupied living my life for the deadlines...
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0344 PM, CMC lobby
I wish that notification happened in real life.
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Sharks Keep Moving
Excerpts from Adam Young’s blog post. I’m posting this here because it exactly echoes my sentiments right now. I feel like I’ve been forward-looking this season, and naturally, a big part of that future has to do with matters of the heart. I’d been meaning to sit down and write about my musings on love (or the lack of it) but I’ve been dead tired and busy lately. So...
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WatchGetting the shot - BTS at the UP Broad Ass photoshoot
Our group had to pose as the cast of Modern Family with this peg. We had to cringe and cry in the photo and Sir Benjie (the photographer) was showing us that Emman looked obvious that he was faking it. He couldn’t do the ugly-pretty face! Ha ha! Here’s how the shot was finally taken. I was thinking of my thesis (I haven’t...
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“A crush makes everything more fun. It gives you a go-to daydream, a white-noise hum of excitement that provides a subtext for quiet moments. A crush gives you the best of both worlds: The high-stakes feeling of every moment meaning so much, along with the actuality that you’re not really under any kind of microscope. Crushes are innocent and exuberant. They don’t need to go anywhere....
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WatchI can’t believe I’d feel all warm and fuzzy from a video of puppets. Filmmaking does wonders.
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Thank You for making an abstract idea turn into reality. I dream of the day I would be able to go this far.
Passed my first draft today!
And it was the one of the hardest things I had to pull off in my entire history of studying. It’s the ultimate of all the ultimate papers I’ve ever written. Every page of that draft is all grace and wisdom from You.
God, I can’t even begin...
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WatchHi, I am not the type who does covers. I don’t know how to play the guitar, let alone own a guitar in the first place. I don’t know how to write a song either. All I have is this humble, old recording of a song that fits the occasion. So I guess this is me improvising my way to tell you this - I want to be close to you.
The words may be Sara Bareilles’, but they echo how I...
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For the best
I know and feel that I have to do something brave to get to you. I wish it was just that easy to do so because I’d gladly do without any hesitation.
But it’s not.
It’s uncomfortable.
So I guess it really is true when they say that when you’re not doing anything uncomfortable, you’re not doing anything challenging at all.
You, dear stranger, are a challenge.
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6 AM, Edge of my seat
I dream of that day I’d sit back on my director’s chair and look back today. Then I would remember how I was wishing for right now.
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0251 AM, Brown Couch
I know I should allow myself to feel this way and enjoy these silly moments of meaningless and coincidental encounters, but I can’t. Because I deserve the real thing, not this made up false reality in my head. Circumstance, fate, coincidence, or whatever. Stop taking advantage of my vulnerability. Or maybe I should address myself and slap my face with the truth that it’s only me,...
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